I know that its probably nothing, coz I can still joke about it to myself. Coz I can still rationalisethat my Aquarius positivism is gonna pull me through this unknown malady of mine.
Yes, I do not feel entirely right. Maybe its not me myself, but because of a friend who is going through a bad patch in her life. Her marriage life actually! Maybe what I should do is readjust my conception of what it means to feel good, or maybe lower my standard for the feel good feeling, and then I will be able to say "Hey! I feel great!" and be truthful about it.
maybe I need medication to help me regain my mojos?
And that way lies madness, and this way sits madness, and over that way loiter madness, leaning on the wall waiting to pounce on me! Let me not give in to it, lest you see me in a straitjacket being escorted to the asylum.
yup! That could just be me, on a bad day....
So, what are the symptoms of my mystery illness you might ask? Its just sometimes I feel like my skeleton is trying very hard to get out of my body and dance around the house in a grotesque macabre fashion while the rest of my skin and flesh slumps on the floor like a kain buruk.
sick ehhhh?
Food seems tasteless and that is quite rare for me who has got a great appetite for everything or anything edible. I become too sensitive to the smell of blood from red meat, and feel like puking the other day when my mother was cutting up meat in the kitchen to cook kurma for the kiddos.
I have a near constant stuffed-up nose and it irritates me that I can't smell my soap collection every now and then. I feel the smell of soap is the most heavenly smell, here on earth and a stuffed-up nose is such a hindrance to the enjoyment of fragrant soap bars.
iye, I rasa macam Micheal Jackson yang sangat plastik hidungnya....
Ciao, have a great weekend!
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errr.. akak ahan preggy kot?
hey, i tot that's why people took the trouble to write blogs : to write what they wanna write sometimes, not always write what people wanna read.
Muahahahaha.... Gayah!
Tidak lah! Ntah knapa, just rasa tak berapa lengkap jer.
Mcm kuih yg tak siap gitu. Bolehhh?
nabghani,
I sometimes get TOO carried away with my "syok sendiri" kinda writing, hence the apologies at the end of the post!
Hehehe....
happy weekend Nyah..
For info, abg posmen tak der dtg ptg ni...! selamatttttttt.
u know what, somebody asked me, like a month ago, "kak jehan dah pregnant?" and i was like *stunned*..
so...hihi
I love reading your whining as you called it. It describes your feelings and entertaining too (don't get me wrong, not the feeling is funny, the writing;))
I went through similar undefined feelings too from time to time. May I recommend my post titled "The Bright Morning Hours". http://journeyofoneaishah.blogspot.com/2011/01/bright-morning-hours.html
Take care.
Aunty Ahan,
Kinda like how Mama's moist choc cake tastes like when she forgets to put in that pinch of salt! Seriously, I thot there's a bun in the oven! purrrr.....meow!
Well..my analysis is that we women have those tendencies..no worries at all.
Just bear with it..it'll go away soon.
Your ketawa and kelakar battery needs recharging k..:D
I recommend you read verse 28 surah arRad (Guruh/guntur?)where you can find..
"...ingatlah.. hanya dengan mengingati Allah.."
I was thinking the same thing as Gayah there... Whatever it is, hope it'll pass soon. Maybe you need to go for retail therapy in place of all that nature overdoses you've been having over the years?
Hi Versed Anggerik, you are okay....it's just one of those times, or moments in time when the weather or life just feels like a lazy, hazy summer day.
We all get that....
But don't let it continue.....as it can be contagious with office friends and family.
Maybe you should go for a holiday....go across to Indonesia, Thailand do some shopping. Just get away....
Get your batteries recharged.
Incidentally, when was the last time you had a complete physical check up? And I mean a complete one.....if not past 2 years.....go have one.
And don't let whatever problems others may be having bring you down. I'm sure you have or done your part to help, console, lend your shoulder and handkerchief....
Go climb a tree or bungee jump or buy a new handbag....you'll feel better.
You stay easy and sing a song.
Lee.
QutaQ,
Lenkali suruh orang tu datang tanya mak ni sendiri, yerkkk!
Aishah,
Tenkiu for the encouragement. Will whine lagi di masa depan nanti!
Will read your post too nanti!
CiS,
a pinch of salt in your cake? that's news to me!
No, no bun in the oven yet. How about yours? Any cakes coming my way soon? With that pinch of salt?
Hehehe....
Mamasita,
mmg gi recharge batteries lah over the weekend. Went up to Kemensah for an ATV ride!
Ayah Wan,
InsyaAllah will try to check out that verse.
Thank you very much.
Nin,
Retail theraphy does not do it for me. I dun buy things to feel good. And no, I dun think I can get enough of nature, so no question of me overdosing on it too.
Its just me, off weather.
Mr. Lee,
Will put that reminder in mind. The medical check up thingy. It could be a form of mental illness erkkk?
get well. :-)
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